As it turned out, I was posted to St. Joseph.
This news really shook me hard, 'cause everyone was posted to other JCs, and most of them were their choice.
But I'm not.
Initially I was so damn depressed and just wanted to be alone forever :(( The day when all my friends were packing their stuff to move on to another place while I was going, and am going, to continue stay in this place. Here it's like the same old place, but all the people who had shared memories with me weren't here any more and this feeling was unbearable. I'm so gonna cry all nightTT
Next day I woke up, with my still swollen eyes, I dragged myself to school and just shutting out from everyone in this universe.
It's my first orientation, and guess what? It was really fun and suddenly I felt that maybe I can live with this for the next two years. Because most people in SJI were not from my school, and even they were they didn't know me.
So I'm having a whole new life! Different classmates, different teachers, different faces, and of course different experiences. I don't know whether life is going to be tough in the future, but who cares as long as you can live with it?
Fingers laced, knees on the floor, eyes fixed to the sky.
Pray for a happy and fruitful 2 years life.(heheh trying to imitate some artistic poem style but obviously fail=.=)