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SO FRUSTRATED.
SO DISAPPOINTED.
SO HOPELESS.
NOTHING I CAN DO TO SAVE SOMETHING.

feel like run away from something. I can you know, it's just that I know very well that if I run away from it the problem still goes unsolved and one day, this problem amplifies and BOOM, like a heart attack, everything happens so sudden that everything is gone because of that stubborn problem which refuses to go away.

有听过吗？
有些路总是要自己走。。
这条路就是专属于自己的命运。。
哎怎么自己命运那么差，路那么难走？

If miracle happens, if problems can be solved, if there is if, glory to the everlasting Father.