《这样的距离刚刚好》

本人真的不擅长用文字表达自己，但看了这本书（和那本回忆册xD）过后也很想写些东西。所谓的童年无忌的日子，这个故事形容得再贴切不过了吧？

Reading a story about myself is really weird, and it being a love story doesn't help things. I'm not gonna have a great time with my friends who read this book HAHAHA. But it's a story that brings back so many warm memories kept deep in the synapses of my memory locker. And from 大明星Siaosparrow?!?!?! It's worth xD

My dad calls it immature puppy love story; my friend says it's a story of regret; tbh regardless of whatever we did, I'm grateful. Grateful that I have been a part of your life. Grateful that our story is one that could touch many young hearts. Grateful that I was the one.

In the end, she really went to Singapore. And in the end, I went to Melbourne.
In the end, she found herself a boyfriend. And in the end, I wanted to have a break from love life.
In the end, time has brought its accomplice, change, to shatter the beautiful picture painted by us.
I could always painstakingly piece them back together, however, it won't have its former glamour and magic again. Therefore keep the fragments of memories - whether as a reminder or an inspiration, whether to cry over or to laugh about - to make sure we always focus on our current picture.

人生就像一列火车，路途上会有很多站口，你会看到来来往往，上上下下的人。如果幸运，有些人会陪你做过一段很长的路程，也会有上了一战就下车的人。不管是谁，当别人下车的时候，即使不舍，也该心存感激，然后挥手道别。

我才没有那么潇洒跟你挥手。。。我都还没下车xD

"那一年太多的回忆；
那一年太多的可惜；
星空下的约定；
如此清晰最后还是各奔东西。“

无论你以后在哪里，离我多远，我都永远会支持你。谢谢你曾经和我一起拥有的时光，期待你下一本幸福的旅程<3

Random post

The proof that you're old: I can use phrases like "during my time" and "this used to be a thing".

Memories are really, really precious. Maybe I realized this way later than other people would. They won't stay there unlike diamonds, they are priceless unlike material stuff (and money), they are unique to the time and place and person unlike the love of your life (well it's debatable but in general nope).

Pictures, voice recordings, conversations and chats - they are all frozen pieces of the past,  but yet so real and tangible because those frozen pieces are magically encrypted with emotions. Having conflicting emotions are usually not usual and weird(cuz being happy and sad at the same time means you have mental disorder xD) but yet smiling and crying while opening the memory chest can be natural and normal.

Whether it hurts or warms, the allure of memories is like the songs of sirens. That little part of you in your heart wants to hold on to this feeling - a feeling that is no longer present but yet lingers in the air. Once everything gets into perspective, horrors or traumas of the past are the DNA of your current identity; fun times are the hope and light exhibited in your current identity too.

Well then the question of the day is: what's this perspective?

Encouragements :)

Praying and was told by the Spirit that someone out there might wanna hear this encouragement wooo. I might or might not know you personally (ehem TAS) but I hope this encourages you!

I have (sorta composed) a song in my mind. It's about gentleness and unconditional love towards someone. Don't judge yourself too harshly! Because you are much more worthy than what you think you are and you deserve to be unconditionally loved and you have gentleness in your heart. So activate that perfect side of yourself and show yourself to others your true worth!

Romans 8:36-39(NIV):
³⁶As it is written:

“For your sake we face death all day long;
    we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”

³⁷ No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. ³⁸ For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, ³⁹ neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Read it as a poem and yeah...hope you, that someone, will feel that this resonates within you and make your day :D

Day 357 without you

Is it more painful to have had someone or have never had?
Well the obvious answer is the first one.
But, would you rather to have had someone or have never be in anyone's list?
Well the strange answer is still the first one.
Sigh.

Here's my faith goal of 2017 - for your life to be touched by Him.
For God so loves the world, he gave his only begotten Son. John 3:16
My love never supercedes His, so please.
Love her with all You can.
PTL