2013

As if only a minute has passed, year 2013 has come to an end. Time slips away so fast and so quietly that we don't have enough time to regret what we have missed.

This year 2013, I want to thank everything everyone that I have this year.

Before today, I always take some things for granted and fail to realize that how blessed I am. I appreciate my parents' work to support our family and keep our family together. I want to thank my teachers who helped me to better myself. I am grateful for the friends I have known this year, those I have known long ago, and those good friends. My life will be nothing without them.  They are the ones that accompany me when I'm down, have fun with me when I'm high, and help me when I need them.:)

Tomorrow, 2013 will just be a memory already. Suddenly I find out that I have lost some things this year as well as gained some things this year. Much as I would like to retain all my relationships, I can't. It hurts to learn that friends come and go. Though social network still helps people keep in touch with friends, the relationship will change, and before you know it, you are already derailed- you don't belong to them anymore. Well, you can't change it, but only make new friends. Maybe some people will think it's fine as you lose 5 friends you can me 10 new friends, but 5 is 5, it's still a number and I'm very reluctant to lose them.
There's one thing you get when new year approaches: hope.
I hope everything will be better next year: better school, better friends, better results, bla bla bla.
Wish all you can! It's a new year !
HAPPY NEW YEAR! SMILE ALL THE WAY FROM THIS YEAR TO THE NEXT! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Farewell~

It's finally, or sadly, the last day of school.

I thought that I would have almost no attachment with this school because my high school life back then in Malaysia was so colourful that nothing could override it.

I was wrong.

Ever since I came to Singapore, I was different- I had a different responsibility, different goals, different role too. I was "promoted" from a not-so-good-at-studying student to a scholar. Everything changed when I first come here so I always thought that I would never accommodate the lifestyle here. 

BUT

It turned out that I liked the life here too. Being in a boys school and living in a hostel with all the geniuses  weren't that bad after all. I had fun of course, in a way, so different and unique that I sworn I would never forget this moment in my life. When I realized this week was really the last week of official school week which marked the end of my high school life, it shook me hard. I never thought that I was leaving this school already. Two years of my life was spent in this school, how can I forget them? I had lots of friends and teachers in school, as well as hostelites and guardians in hostel. It was a different experience all together living in Singapore. Suddenly, I don't feel like leaving this school. I don't wanna start another life in jc again D:

放手，放开所有。

Farewell, my fellow classmates. Though we may scatter all around Singapore, our hearts will always tie to CHS , and each other.

Best Wishes, 

Register 25 from class 4-4 of batch 2013 :)

Scared

I'm changing.
Ever since I have come to Singapore, I know that I will change, yet I'm starting to get worried of myself.
I know that anyone has to be practical and critical enough to continuously improve yourself so that you will not be selected out in this society. When I contemplate about how I have adopted to my hectic life, I start to understand why people say that Malaysians are very friendly and nice.
Maybe is just because of their pure sincerity that makes Malaysia such an attractive place.
Am I too unfeeling? Am I getting selfish? Or is it just me worrying too much.
I'm not saying that people here are cold-blooded, perhaps it is just me starting to go into the wrong direction. I want to go back, I want to become myself again, I desire the "myself" before I was her, I want to recover, I don't want to be those egocentric people that I have once cursed and hated.
It's gonna be over soon- 2 months time. Let me be myself again please.

Back to school

Tomorrow back to school again:/ feel like giving up \o.o/*flip-table

Maybe too many this Hari Raya holidays was nothing much you, but to me it really was the ONLY holiday for me this year when I really can somewhat relax at home. This bus trip back Singapore really made me realized that how I, or maybe we, always took things for granted. Heavy feelings haih. Eventually I finally got into a troubled sleep. I was really unsatisfied, why, why was my holiday so short, so short that I didn't have enough time to see everyone I wanted to see yet TwT

我竟然。。。错过了距离5分钟的机会

Wasting time :P

I am not here to encourage you to waste time, but here is how I did yesterday ( which made me hated myself and emo for the whole day :/ )

Morning I woke up, then I did NOTHING just sitting in front of the computer and refreshing the facebook screen over and over again =.= Then fortunately I found out that I missed quite a lot of Triumph In The Skies ( Hong Kong Drama ) episodes so i went to catch up what I had missed. So my whole afternoon just droned on indulging with Holiday and Sam and Jayden haha they are so cool :))))

So moral of the story: Dont start your day with facebook, it sucks ==

I have nothing much to say anyway so byes~

A special person :)

Someone special wants her name to be in my blog so yeah that's why I have written this post :PPPP
So her name is Jack Sparrow. Sounds familiar?

Well, you also can call her 王安石（1021年12月18日－1086年5月21日），字介甫，号半山，谥文，封荆国公，因此后人称王荆公。江西省抚州市东乡县上池村人，北宋政治家、文学家、思想家、改革家。北宋宰相、新黨領袖。
王安石文思敏捷，是唐宋八大家之一。歐陽修稱讚王安石：“翰林風月三千首，吏部文章二百年。老去自憐心尚在，後來誰與子爭先。”有《王临川集》、《临川集拾遗》等存世。其亦擅長詩詞，流傳最著名的莫過於《泊船瓜洲》裡：「春風又綠江南岸，明月何時照我還。」

王安石任宰相时曾发动改革，史称“王安石变法”，是中国历史上一次著名的变法改革，希望将“财政税收大规模的商业化”[1]。变法引起朝廷内部变法派与保守派之间的激烈冲突，史称“新舊黨爭”，变法也最终失败。变法在历史上的评价不一。。( source from wiki :D)

Okay fine I know that you know that I know you know it's not her her name is somewhere in between. No offence to anyone I have mention above or the one that I'm trying to say. I just don't want to make my blog page to suddenly go BOOMZ if I tagged your name.. So forgive me~~xS

Night life in East Coast Park 20/7/2013

Today is a good day to die~
So yesterday I went to East Coast Park with my friends :D
We went there at around 330pm then some of us decided to rent a bicycle and the others, including me, decided to take the challenge-rent a roller skate @@. I did learn a bit of roller skating but that's like a few hours of lesson and that's all lol. Watching everyone race away with the bicycle and keep falling and falling down isn't a very fun thing to do =.=

photo by LDW

So anyway we have lots of fun this outing and after returning the bikes and skates we went to eat at Dhoby Ghaut Just Asia! It was full house initially but fortunately we found a table of TWELVE seats:D
Other than the nice food, today was a wonderful experience we had together. I hope this bond can remain even after O levels. :)

Back to second semester

Wow i have not been updating my blog since... what almost one year?
Anyway this year is SEC 4 YEAR AND IT"S O LEVELSSSS
I don't know whether this is a good thing or not. Teachers have been giving homework after homework, remedial after remedial. Good thing is I'm still alive after one whole heavy semester (though my prelim results is not that good=.=). The rest of the semester I believe is gonna get worse and more hectic, so to those who suffer the same fate as I, good luck!:D

For the less stress things, I watched many movies recently, i.e. Despicable Me 2 (I relly dont know what to say about this movie....it cause me an emotional breakdown), Wreck It Ralph ( i watched it twice, it's just the best wonderfully plotted animation movie i have ever seen in my life), 千与千寻 (not a bad animation movie I would say), and 不二神探 (it freaking wasted one and a half of hours in my life watching it -.-).

Next one: WallE :)
I know this movie has been made for a long time ago, but I still haven't got the chance to watch it. Hope it won't disappoint me!:D

SYF IS OVERRRRR

Sorry for not updating for such a long time it really has been a very very hectic and busy team for me(of course also because I'm lazy :O) finally I have some space to breathe after the Singapore Youth Festival(SYF) where my symphonic band performed in the Singapore Conference Hall yesterday. Everyone was so relieved that it's over!!
On top of that I really want to thank my conductor, the ex-cos who really sacrificed their precious time, even their personal time for the band. And of course all my band-mates who cherished the happiest moments and suffered the toughest moments with me during the band. Although I was, and still a not-very-enthu band member, but at least, I did not regret I entered band. The unforgettable memories in band would never been washed away. Thank you band:)

How's life?

Sometimes I just wonder if my life can be fast-forwarded,or paused, or even rewinded...
I really get more and more exasperated of my life hereTT It's just as if draining my life force bit by bit by completing the same rountine everyday: wake up, brush teeth, go school, then remedial, go band and rot, come back so exhausted that I want to quit life, finish up my dinner, do homework, study, then finally sleep.
OHHHH MMMYYYY GOOOOSSSSSHHHHHHH

I really can't deny the fact that I'm envious of  those grduated Sec4's, doing crzy things after their Olevels
" I really hope today is the last day of O levels :( "
I'm counting down....soon it will still come, but can i really hold on that long?
I don't know